想回家

我也会有孤单寂寞的时候
会觉得对方存在於身边的感觉很单薄

从何时开始
被编排在周日的固定天和周末才能和对方见面
是该安慰於如此的安排
仰或悲哀於自己仅是schedule中的一个item?

离开家只身在外念书, 接着为日子打拼的我们
是必须承担这种孤单寂寞的心情的
而那些不曾离开家的人
你是根本无法体会的!!!!!

只是恨自己
然后大力大力的痛快哭一场
还好, 眼睛并不肿

Are men exempted from paperwork?

Works are always divert to me when
“They are busy….”
“They don’t know English…”
“They are not organized with the paperwork….”

WTH !!!

They, as mentioned above, are those foreign employed Engineers okay!

Do you have Managers that work without Computers & free from paperwork? – I DO
Do you have Managers that can’t communicate & write in English? – I DO
Do you have Managers that do not have the Cert from your field/industry? – I DO

WTH !!!

Puzzled why they still can be manager? Well.. you gotta be either relatives or perform your loyalty to the company for 10 years..

Be a lady civil engineer is never a good life.. Be a lady civil engineer in such company.. is more pai mia ~ Engineer, Librarian, Clerk, Technician, Pantry Maid, Lunch coordinator.. tong tong bao ga liao ~

I'm sorry, R

I felt so sad early in the morning

Mesh supplier called me up to highlight a mistake drawn in the drawing then I was jus playfully said to R , “oh.. the supplier also check our mistake..”

Oh no.. the moment he heard it , he was so piss off of the word “mistake” and scolded me
“hey, Yitchie, the way you u said I can’t accept, it’s like shooting to me”

OMG.. immediately I said sorry & sorry.. but R continue to grumble
“If I let you draw, can you draw?” --- "No"
“Last time you draw Screen Wall, did you check?” --- "No"
“so wat if it’s a mistake? We can settle it! I think I better let you check the drawing”

I understand how he feels.. under pressure from the boss and maincon.. I’m really sorry for using the word “mistake” and I shouldn’t express in that way. But what I’m upset was, he brought up the screen wall drawing.. oh man.. that was when I start learning autocard, I was told to help another colleague to make the layout nicer in the end kena sabotage to be the drafter. What else can I say? He remembered that and used that to counter shoot me? Oh come on.. speechless.. Is he using this chance to say it loud to his other drafting fellows? To let everyone understand.. Whoever draw, must check his own work !! I’m not in drafting department but then end up like this..

I apologized for what I said but your words hurt me too. My heart was so chilling when he raised the voice.

My "Special" colleagues

I see my colleagues beside of the work...

a) almost everyday last to board the company bus.. whole bus of ppl waiting for you.. don't you feel paiseh? Everyone wish to go home early .. and it has been a habit to change the 730pm timing to 740pm to ciao ~~ pek cek !

b) everyone wan to have a cup of hot drink in the morning.. but no one would like to top up the water in the flask.. piang ~~ pls don't treat me like a maid in office jus bcos I'm a lady can or not ?!?! angry ~ 他们可是深懂前人种树, 后人乘凉的道理呀


c) at least take turns to go packet lunch la.. know u all "always busy" at the production yard and can't spare that 20 mins.. gns.. I become a nanny of colleagues?? Taking care of their meals too.. wah lao ~~~ come on.. it's not that I'm really that free to go lo.. it's I NEED TO EAT too.. nobody volunteer to buy .. who else I can rely?

d) Hey.. Mr dispatch.. I know most of the time u got nothing to do and yr work is purely dispatching. But pls don't show your IDLE time in the office by joking around with us or highlighting yr super Liverpool Fan club loh.. it's quite irritating sometimes.. we are not as leisure as you..

Why? I really can't stand with a person without self-automation.. 学校没有教什么是自动和自发吗?

Sicckkkkk

looks like it's my long awaited MC.. whenever my ulcers came.. i knew it's time to get sick

身体发热.. 口干干.. 外冷内热.. 打败战了

yesterday took 1 day mc and rest at home, cook porridge for myself and watching 金三顺. 烦死人.. main-con电话一直来.. 我理都没有理.. 最无聊的就是两个同事SMS来 "do you know where is the sony camera?" TMD... 你可以想象连这么鸡毛蒜皮的事也是我的工作范围?? 而且是在我MC的当儿?? TMD x n

根本就不想来上班! 烦

so HOT !! I'm melting ~~

wah piang.. why so hot these few days?? I have been under the sun for few hours jus to carry out the trial mix at the batching plant these 2 days.. the work is done for the kiasi surbana RE!! new joined RE trying to get some performance bonus huh?!??! so LAW by LAW !! puii ~~

HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT !!

I'm melting...............

五味杂陈 – Suck Interview

Came back to office on Wed with a very complicated mood as I don't wish to come back office and wonder when will my migraine attack again?

I took a half day leave earlier on as there will be an interview at 1330hrs.. Ho.. I used the excuse of going to meet my tiong bahru new unit owner for contract signing... but this AL wan me to go back office after I settle the issue.. "You took half day again? You jus back from the leave! Come back come back!" nah.. wait long long..

Alrite, I would like to share this sucking interview with my civil fellas..

“Since you are already so long in construction, why you wan to have this drastic change to go for design? Frankly speaking.. you are just nothing and just like a fresh grade !”

“okay, you don't have any experience in design, how about your result?... (after seeing the transcript) .. oh, your engineering paper didn't do so well, what's the reason? Our employees here are mostly second upper and above.”

“The best offer I can give is $2100, eventhough a bit more experience I will give like $2200 only. But I don't think you would accept unless you really wan to start all over again.”

“Actually you are not at lost; I believe you still can improve yrself in precast line. As an engineer, you can always implement or suggest what the best solution for your management and I'm sure there's always a career ladder for you to climb.”

“I didn't get chance to read your resume as I'm oversea. I called you for interview cos I saw your name as a Chinese. We prefer Chinese more than foreigner...”

Oh.. didn't read resume and ask ppl go for interview and kena all these sucking comments from you!!! Then wat's the point of stating "Only short listed candidates will be notified" ????

FED UP !!!!

My mood is terribly down for few hours. What have I done to deserve all this? After cooling down.. some of his comment might be useful.. it gave me a hint that maybe I shall continue my path in the construction or supplier line.. “if you're in precast, be the best in your specialities” .. yes, if you wan to enhance yourself and be more competent, try to be outsourced and think wide from your current job.. if not u can't show ppl your outstanding point when you go for interview.. as interviewer always expect more for EXPERIENCED candidates. And the truth is... we are not fresh grade anymore !

Good luck to all my friends there...

Heartless

Early in the morning I heard AL shouting outside the office.. within that moment she came into the office and command me "Yitchie, I wan u to browse thru XXXX work and give me a checklist that need to be follow up. Cos I already informed him NO NEED TO COME BACK. I already terminated him. I'm so fed up with him, everything not done up!"

What... again?? always terminated a staff while the person is having his one week leave back to philippines. where's the gratitude and the basic right of respect to a person?? and again i have this special work scope that need to wipe others' ass and turn their SHIT into gold! I have came across this in this company for 4 or 5 times.. when they are unhappy with a staff.. just terminate. never give a 2nd chance. Maybe the colleague is really not inefficient or that incapable... but to dismiss a staff with immediate termination is really too much for me to accept..

same scenario happened on the workers too.. workers not obedient, workers that create problem, involved in fighting and injured.. they will jus cancel their permit and sent them back home without informing them till the flight day. I have seen workers shocked and do wan to go back.. in the end, the agents called up the security (but gangster for me) to force them, drag him, push them into their car and sent him off.. what the world??

I feel sorry to see all this kind happen in the office.. and hate to see it also. workers and staff just like any clothes that they can change and dispose! i can't see the human right over here!! i see a dark side of the company & agent to the foreign workers..

AGENT.. you all are sucks !!! money suckers and in the end can't promise and provide any solution for the workers that faced problem !!

"Lets be more professional"

Kanasai... kena shot back by email from a Main-con's senior project manager...

I really don't know what have i done that i need to deserve this kind of "insult"! It's very funny that the managers here NEVER and NO NEED to write any correspondences with their undersign one.. that's really weird for a company!!! So.. the Engineer here becomes the writer, the clerk, the secretary.. every correspondences, be it attention to HDB PE, HDB/Surbana Engineer, Maincon SPM, site engineer... all written by the small rank Engineer here.. kanasai..

before i wrote that letter i knew i will be drag into a very big and deep HOLE.. and it proved by the reply from them~~ why the manager can anyhow conclude something and wan me to write like that?!?! The meaning and the decision is not done by me and I'm just a person wrote on behalf of my DEAR MANAGER .. and see what I deserved in the end??

"Is it reasonable?"

"Lets be more professional."

Upset. Heart Pain. Bad Mood. The one not professional is the management and their system here!! I wan to leave this kanasai place before my name were damaged by them!!! @_@

Mental unstability

Very super bored and upset with the worksss... I jio the usual kakis for dinner.. hey hehe.. at least they can cheer me up !

Knew that veerla just tendered. I think we share the common problem.. I hate the office culture, hate the uncapble management, hate the pushing attitude and hate my rubbish work scope!! I'm suffering mental unstability in the office nowadays... creating unhealthy lifestyle for myself.. spoiling my mood and temper

whose office have this kind of colleague that put his wet socks to toast in the toaster???!!?!?! What kind of office is this ?!?!??!!? arrrhh...

Why is it so costly to stay?

Have been calling agents and arrange for flat viewing recently.. and this flat hunting is causing another confusion in my mind.. why is it so costly to survive and stay in singapore?

It's a simple request.. we jus need to small hut for the siblings to stay together lo.. why is it all the sudden soooo many ppl looking for rental flat as well? demand more than supply.. the owner choose the higher offer.. choose the higher qualified tenants.. It has turn into an auction session to close a rental deal now.. gosh..

Can't understand why singapore's properties are so expensive! thought the gov are helping the needy? but can they control the properties cost?? how come the RICH can spend Millions and Millions in CBD Condo? Only Rich can go further Rich.. the middle rage.. jus hang on.. hang on.. hang on..

Money not enough eh... what can be done for the few K that earn every month?