Akan Datang !!

Birthday is coming .. 想送礼物什么的, 请便! la~ la ~ la ~

I have a pretty well mood now.. hopefully can last till tmr.. then tmr's tmr.. then till my birthday

Initially wish to go Bangkok or Krabi.. end up give up the idea as the fares is really that expensive and a lot of surcharge during that few days, that's why I say.. don't envy that my bday fall on public holiday ok.. I always spend more during this peak season..

In the end, I only aim for a short trip then think of JL's recommendation of going Batam turi beach.. she said very romantic and relax over there.. okay ~ no harm.. short journey and low fares trip.. why not?

Going for a 2 days trip in Batam resort .. I won't expect much entertainment there.. just hope to have a breeze & lazy day out ~ maybe can go for massage or spa too .. emm...

I'm free on 30th April & 1st May leh ~~ wat to do ?!? two jiemei.. one go 流浪, one maybe need to standby for work.. no kakis le lo.. !!

YES YES ~ niang niang ar.. pls let me maintain my mood and hopefully no any shit bastard disturb my mood in the office today ~~ ~~~~~~~

Alright.. better go and clear my Outstanding works now...... ... .. . ...

Who's next ?

Knew that another two junior colleagues (maybe more colleagues are doing so but I didn't know..) are sending resume for new job now.. we even share the information of who is hiring.. That's really boost up my spirit to send out resume as well !! wahaha…

One of them is taking leave today (Reason = going to bank) for interview.. go sim lian eh.. not bad ~ maybe selected to be the site engineer for that newly EN-Block site .. woahaha..

I have sent out a few but only one called up for interview.. emm.. is my salary too high for them to consider? I can guess so.. cos my junior colleague went for FEW already though we sent to same company..

I must catch up to send more .. and let's see who's the next ?! hiak hiak

老天自有安排

This day really enlighten me after a week of depression...

Called up an agent for the viewing of unit and found out that she still can remember my profile since last time viewing at dover unit.. so helpful she chat with him and express that this time she could help us to secure a unit as this tiong bahru unit is decide by agent.. not like others .. the owner like to choose the tenants from the list..

Our appointment fix at 9pm.. and we reach 45 mins earlier .. went to Havelock road for dinner.. walk ard to see the environment.. check out the bus available.. Ho.. just at the other side of the canal is all the condo and exec suites.. woah.. big difference !

Waited till 9.40pm then the agent came.. wah.. bring along so many groups to view the unit at the same time! Feel like wanna leave after so long of waiting!! Went up to the unit.. go into the unit.. OMG.. that's really unexpected ~ what can I say?? There are so many HDB units in sg and yet the world is so small !! aiyoh.. the current tenants are Junkhai & Meiling they all.. as some of them shifting back to JB then terminate the lease.. didn't expect we would meet up in such an event !

是冥冥之中自有安排吗? the agent already pre-selected us as the next tenants and the current tenants are my frds ! the unit is okay except no aircon no heater (junkhai said like that you can save PUB!) .. a bit stains at the basin.. ha they even said they would leave some furniture behind !

I decided solely by myself to take this unit as they are other groups offering their keen on this unit too.. since the agent alr pre-selected us. Hoo.. so sorry others.. came here and let agent work for show only..

Finally, there's something set in one of my TO DO list.. ha ! and.. I hope I do made a correct choice this time..

I'm moving to tiong bahru in May soon... gotta settle with my current landlord now.. bz bz ..

Depression???

I have been suffering from migraine and headache for the whole last week.. really sickening.. my N73 have been restart itself occasionally when there’s an incoming call. Have been questioned by AL a few times why never answer her call.. #$@%

Finally went down to nokia care on sat nite, the queue is so long and I waited till my migraine going to kill me!!! Once handling over the hp.. I went to toilet washroom trying to wash the face to cool down the pain but it didn’t help.. my mood and emotion is really that DOWN at that moment. Who knows he came over and blaming me for anyhow downloading eventually cause the hp system breakdown..

Waoh.. at that moment I really CANNOT TAHAN! Frustrated + stressed + 万念俱灰 + 无辜挨骂 = totally emotionally breakdown... just cry from century square till tampines mall.. trying to wipe my tears along the way.. in the crowd.

Haiz.. I think I'm having depression.. am I ?

Rest a while & think...

An article received from Cher...

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.” Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.

The golf balls are the important things---God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else---the small stuff. "If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.

The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you." Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.

"One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.

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Everyone of you have advised me to leave the current job .. hurry up to look for new job.. yes.. i appreciate it and i know i will do it sooner or later.. but for the moment, i'm having other issue that keep me troubled.. I need time to settle one by one.. therefore, my dear frds.. let me hav some time to sort out the things and wait for my good news !! :)

Heartless

Early in the morning I heard AL shouting outside the office.. within that moment she came into the office and command me "Yitchie, I wan u to browse thru XXXX work and give me a checklist that need to be follow up. Cos I already informed him NO NEED TO COME BACK. I already terminated him. I'm so fed up with him, everything not done up!"

What... again?? always terminated a staff while the person is having his one week leave back to philippines. where's the gratitude and the basic right of respect to a person?? and again i have this special work scope that need to wipe others' ass and turn their SHIT into gold! I have came across this in this company for 4 or 5 times.. when they are unhappy with a staff.. just terminate. never give a 2nd chance. Maybe the colleague is really not inefficient or that incapable... but to dismiss a staff with immediate termination is really too much for me to accept..

same scenario happened on the workers too.. workers not obedient, workers that create problem, involved in fighting and injured.. they will jus cancel their permit and sent them back home without informing them till the flight day. I have seen workers shocked and do wan to go back.. in the end, the agents called up the security (but gangster for me) to force them, drag him, push them into their car and sent him off.. what the world??

I feel sorry to see all this kind happen in the office.. and hate to see it also. workers and staff just like any clothes that they can change and dispose! i can't see the human right over here!! i see a dark side of the company & agent to the foreign workers..

AGENT.. you all are sucks !!! money suckers and in the end can't promise and provide any solution for the workers that faced problem !!

Housewarming & Gathering

Jointly invited by Eric, Chiyu & Fenyi.. we went down to Clementi for their housewarming on last Saturday (14/04/07)

Uh.. shop houses, hawker centre and even NTUC is just below the unit!! the location is so great leh

the frds turned up should be more cos some didn't turn up last min.. it's quite a big crowd since that last gathering at Eric's farrer unit.. Times for each other to catch up ..

Eric said we gals are good in "挑拨离间".. do we? one bring up the issue of "钻石的大小", another one bring up "当好朋友变成同事"... eh..we just try to 搞话题 leh, 也许越犀利的课题才更加深我们的感情...我是这样觉得啦!　结果..没有人认真回答我 frds<--> colleague 的关系

recently have been troubled over the searching of unit. surfed the rental website online, saw a lot of tenant also complaining abt the ridiculous rental cost.. really feel that there's no chance for us to be survive in s'pore.. the agent do nothing yet we need to give him one month commission. I can imagine the landloard and agent are laughing their way to the bank when they close the deal from the highest bid. kns.. i hate this kind of REALITY.

opps. shouldn't be complaint too much over this nice and warm housewarming.. and almost realised that I have known xiaoli for 20 yrs.. known fenyi & whitepig for 17 yrs !!! 说一句煽情的话... 我们看着彼此长大呢!



随性一点也不错勒

SiewMei & Fenyi not in the picture neh..

find your ownself !

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回去想了想, 写错了... 20年的友谊兼并肩成长奖是属于xiaoli & fenyi两人的, 谢谢一起分享... 谢谢厚爱

Birthday + Holiday ... where?

27th Birthday coming....... 27th .. shall I be happy or sad?

should be taking leave from 28th apr to 1st May.. It's good that bday fall on holiday la.. at least no need to work on the bday.. if going for a trip.. that's really a super peak price for me! arhhh !!

2004 - Pulao Ubin resort (hohoo.. cool venue leh!!!)
2004 - Phuket @ Sept (that's before the Tsunami..)
2005 - HongKong (Super crowded for their 五一黄金周)
2006 - Bintan Lagoon resort (first trip after my recovery from accident.. two sisters along.. unforgettable naked Indo massage!!!)
2007 - To be confirmed ... pergi mana leh??

haiyah.. i should save money or spend money? .... SaVee... ? .. SpEnd... ?

"Lets be more professional"

Kanasai... kena shot back by email from a Main-con's senior project manager...

I really don't know what have i done that i need to deserve this kind of "insult"! It's very funny that the managers here NEVER and NO NEED to write any correspondences with their undersign one.. that's really weird for a company!!! So.. the Engineer here becomes the writer, the clerk, the secretary.. every correspondences, be it attention to HDB PE, HDB/Surbana Engineer, Maincon SPM, site engineer... all written by the small rank Engineer here.. kanasai..

before i wrote that letter i knew i will be drag into a very big and deep HOLE.. and it proved by the reply from them~~ why the manager can anyhow conclude something and wan me to write like that?!?! The meaning and the decision is not done by me and I'm just a person wrote on behalf of my DEAR MANAGER .. and see what I deserved in the end??

"Is it reasonable?"

"Lets be more professional."

Upset. Heart Pain. Bad Mood. The one not professional is the management and their system here!! I wan to leave this kanasai place before my name were damaged by them!!! @_@

Just wonder ..

In order to satisfy my curiousity and my "materialistic" crave.. we walk into a few branded shops in Orchard yesterday.. uhmm... it's really nice to be a rich person..

Wat's the special of Tiffany ring? They never display how's the cutting shape of their diamond and they didn't provide the magnifying scope to let you view.. only when u really insterested to buy then u can have a closer look.. J said no need to show u the pattern of the cutting la.. cos the brand already assured the quality...

Next, we went into LV... how i wish i have have a small bag as well.. some wallet alr cost $500 plus.. It's quite crowded inside lo.. i didn't see much local.. mostly China young ladies and Indonesia TaiTai.. the way they choose LV bag jus like we shop at pasar malam... NOT special at all for them de lo..

Next stop, Gucci.. lesser crowd than LV.. but still selling like hot cakes!! We saw a young & normal looking lad (confirmed local) took out a stack of 50 notes to pay a Gucci bag for his heavy make up skinny young gal... I feel sorry for the guy as I assumed that he used his just received salary to buy for this gal...

"Can I have one as well?"
"No.. we have to save for the wedding"
... ... ..... o...k...ayy... ll..oo..

It's really tempting to have one too! especially yesterday along the orchard road.. i can see a lot of ladies are carrying LV, Gucci, Guess bag neh.. maybe half of the goods are fake one la.. Oh no... i must stop my "梦幻" idea ~~

Ferris Wheel

Oh dear.. I learnt this Ferris Wheel from my phillipino colleague.. I asked him, then how abt the maryround? Oh.. he said maryround is turn parallel to the ground.. **really ar?**

Sunday drove pass nicoll highway and I quickly take a shot of this going to complete ferris wheel. It only left one slice of cake portion !

Singapore named it "Singapore Flyer" and it cost 200 million!! OMG...... for what?? To show off ar...??? really wonder.............

Interested with the intro and structural? try this http://www.arup.com/singapore/project.cfm?pageid=1571

Mental unstability

Very super bored and upset with the worksss... I jio the usual kakis for dinner.. hey hehe.. at least they can cheer me up !

Knew that veerla just tendered. I think we share the common problem.. I hate the office culture, hate the uncapble management, hate the pushing attitude and hate my rubbish work scope!! I'm suffering mental unstability in the office nowadays... creating unhealthy lifestyle for myself.. spoiling my mood and temper

whose office have this kind of colleague that put his wet socks to toast in the toaster???!!?!?! What kind of office is this ?!?!??!!? arrrhh...